Human or dancer

I have recently acquired another “issue” for lack of a better term. Apparently my liver or gall bladder is ready for some one-on-one quality attention. So I’m paying it, because I am a huge fan of taking care of my shit. That may not be apparent to a lot of people who are casually in my life, but I know what I need to pay attention to and what I can ignore.

Two weeks ago I started having pains running from my belly button straight up two inches. It was a new pain, I have always had stomach issues and never felt a pain like this before. It was pretty mild, but obvious that something was wrong. I made a doctor’s appointment, but had to see the new partner who we will refer to as Super Hot Doctor. On Friday after he gave me a pelvic exam, Super Hot Doctor starts feeling around on my stomach and says that he thinks he feels a hernia. A few hours after I leave Super Hot Doctor in the dust, I develop two additional pains. One was to the right just under my rib cage and the other was lower down on the right close to my panty line. On Monday I made an appointment with my doctor for Wednesday. She isolated the pain to the liver or gall bladder, sent me for bloodwork, to pee in a cup and I am having an ultrasound this Wednesday.

It hurts to dance. I love to dance, I dance anytime I can. Right now I can’t and it makes me feel extremely vulnerable. And it also makes me think of The Killers song Human. I am a dancer and would like for this human “issue” to be resolved so I can be a dancer again.

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